Mark is the screen name i used to keep his name annonymous.
Gosay: ? everything and anything about life is actually worst, anything new?
zzq: i find the wort thing about life is that….it just keeps going on
zzq: what ever you do, what ever you endure or achive or come to pass
zzq: it just keeps going on, throwing more shit our way…on n on n on n on n on n on n on lol
Gosay: yup, thats why i concluded with this theory of “Misathropy”
Gosay: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>saw this pic
zzq: some times i wonder what life would be like if it was a game, a computer game, you do something, you achive a goal…n your job i done
zzq: hahaha nice
zzq: but where would you stick that?
Gosay: my own blog
Gosay: where else i have space…
Gosay: on my about page,
zzq: hahaha…….n you wonder why theres noone threre lol
Gosay: 🙂 you are right mate
zzq: no i meant as in Hypothetically, where would it go? i mean…….at homes? social places?
Gosay: man, life is pretty much fucked up, everything everywhere
zzq: …at who we are?
Gosay: itteligence is a great curse
zzq: and “Ignorance is Bliss”
Gosay: bliss, yes man
Gosay: it is , turely it is, but being the so called “non living thing” is much better
zzq: if its non living why would we be that?…………its no difference than being simply dead
Gosay: yes, that is wat i should have said directly 🙂
Gosay: never existed itself
zzq: I dont think ill respect this man because he gets irritated so easily (Krishna murthy
Gosay: but i see his anger, a driving force man, he is the finest thinker i came across till now,
zzq: have you ever thought about that? if actually had the thought capability in the woumb, n if someone had asked you…..Would you like to live? wht would you say
Gosay: i dont know, what my itteligence was then, but now since i feel or understand that i want to give up, but then, im worried whats next.
Gosay: i want to quit
Gosay: i want to quit , but fromwhat ? to where?
Gosay: im not sure, till date, but there is something fishy about life
zzq: hahahaha……….did you get my mail? i said the same thing
Gosay: i lost trust in any dam thing
zzq: life is a constant race, you can either run with, or fall back and watch your life go down a toilet
Gosay: 🙂 actually a breif skim, as i was hungry(even now), batting/chatting on the reserve battry …so not in detail to think about wat you meant
zzq: i chose the latter
zzq: aah ok…did you eat?
zzq: hey….go eat if your hungery
Gosay: no mark,
Gosay: i really want to eat 🙂
Gosay: will catch u in a while?
zzq: why not?
zzq: umm sure ill be here
zzq: where are you going?
zzq: any idea when youll be back?
Gosay: im going downstairs to se if anything is there to eat
Gosay: ii think another 10-15min?
zzq: oh ok then
Gosay: hey mark
zzq: I saw some of Mr.Krishnamurthis videos, and he actually makes a lotof sense,i feel like ive copied off him in my Blogs lol. Not to criticize But i find one thing thats wrong with his approach, he fails to rocognise
Gosay: i have endded up cooking
zzq: ..social history
zzq: what are you having?
Gosay: yup there are lot of intresting stuff on youtube,
Gosay: im making chiken curry
Gosay: rasam already there
zzq: Rasam…do you mean that puree with, tomato n stuff
Gosay: half an hour curry ready, yes u r right
Gosay: thats rasam
zzq: I LOVE THAT
zzq: on rice
Gosay: got to rush mark, will come back again if u r there lets have fun
zzq: i wouldnt need anyhting else for lunch lol
Gosay: catch u soon
zzq: eat fast lol
zzq: just kidding take your time
zzq: his way of thinking has a hint of dogmatism to it, not a method thatll have the normal man to take notice, to restructure the human beleif history is…..next to impossible, the best thing we can do is enlighten it. Make people aware of the truth and while letting them hold on to what ever illutions that calm/support/provide help for them.
zzq: its about Rhyme And Reason, Colour And Line
zzq: Good God Man…What are you eating?
zzq: HELLOOOO….Anyone alive out there?
Gosay: sorry bro
Gosay: it took so long, curry, rice, rasam, cleaning, eating……
Gosay: sorry to keep you waiting
zzq: its alright
Gosay: oh you r there 🙂
zzq: yup :0
Gosay: so you finished your dinner?
zzq: its about to be 11here
Gosay: oh, when do you genrally sleep?
zzq: 11:30 12…..
zzq: when i dont have anything to do the next day
Gosay: oh , when im not working, i sleep in the day, like, 5 in morning
Gosay: and get up in the afternoon at 12
zzq: hhahahaha wonderful schedule
zzq: i actually if i stay up im more creative and active at night
zzq: but i cant afford to, as i may have classes or my mom screaming at me
Gosay: my mom is sweet in this case, she doesnt bother me in this persoective, but she wakes for a tea 😀
Gosay: which i can say no
Gosay: company mate 😀
Gosay: so again sleep after that
zzq: hey i wanted to ask you do you understand malayalam?
Gosay: no no
zzq: but you do know tamil?
zzq: Enakku tamil konjam konjama theriyum
Gosay: but since i can almost follow tamil
Gosay: i can give more app guess to a conversation a
zzq: so whats you language basically?
Gosay: apidiya, nalla persuvare !
zzq: ooooh ok……..i took you for a tamilian,
zzq: ussualy people who know tamil can understand Malayalam, coz they are some what similar
Gosay: no no
Gosay: yaa, enjoy madi
Gosay: thats wat i know in malayalam
zzq: I can recognise telugu from others but dont speak a word of it
zzq: actually that dosent make any sense lol
zzq: hahahahahaha sorry
Gosay: ha ha
Gosay: so how your new friend UG
zzq: how do you say Hello/hi in telugu
zzq: like i said before: I saw some of Mr.Krishnamurthis videos, and he actually makes a lotof sense,i feel like ive copied off him in my Blogs lol. Not to criticize But i find one thing thats wrong with his approach, he fails to rocognise
his way of thinking has a hint of dogmatism to it, not a method thatll have the normal man to take notice, to restructure the human beleif history is…..next to impossible, the best thing we can do is enlighten it. Make people aware of the truth and while letting them hold on to what ever illutions that calm/support/provide help for them.
Mark: its about Rhyme And Reason, Colour And Line
zzq: recognise the way of Social history*
Gosay: yes, very well spoted mark, very impressed.
zzq: would you be willing to state that on a legal document please? id like to frame and hang it in my house
Gosay: as i he did inspired me to new avenues, but then i was clearly blocked in many situations where i couldnt figure out, but neither his other material could give me answers ( but i have read a lot, tht which is few in content)
zzq: almost everyone i talk to about such matter either they agree completely or deny everything
Gosay: :)) good that you didnt meet the other set, where nothing happens.
Gosay: well are you on orkut?
zzq: i am….but i dont ussually go there
zzq: its just there for the names sake
Gosay: oh cool, but it could be sometime hady to kill time man,
zzq: did you see my videos?….nothing provocative like my blog entires
Gosay: oh, i saw the first video, very a little girl was smiling, and finshing line was dam, impacting
Gosay: which software do yo use ?
Gosay: i did only only one video till date, i used powerdirector.
zzq: Just the average Windows Movie Maker
Gosay: oh cool.
zzq: well then let me see it …WHAT are you waiting for llol
Gosay: and i clicked yours, and then there were your msn profile pic running
zzq: ya…that was for an art competation (which i didnt win) 😛
Gosay: it was a private video of my friends good memeories ,
zzq: people had a said a few nice things so didnt have the heart to take it off
zzq: aah ok
Gosay: ok, i will have to see if i can share that video privately
Gosay: or else if your net speed is quick i will try other means of streaming it from my pc
zzq: ive been meaning to do aloto videos, but im just tooo….lazy…..today itself i wanted to do so much , but i just keep putting it for later
zzq: you can. all you have to do it add me as a friend, then send it to me
zzq: or rather in their terms “SHARE” it with me
Gosay: see, either you should be enjoying lazyness to the core, or enjoy doing what you feel like doing, anything other that that, welcome to plant confusion
zzq: ya lol
Gosay: ok cool, once i upload the cideo i will do, i think you can expect it tommorow
zzq: i forgot who said this, ‘JJ’ something “It is impossible for one to truly enjoy lazing about unless one has plenty to do”
zzq: alright, great 🙂
Gosay: 🙂 actually the original version goes this way, ” either snake dies with the stick broken, but not snake die with out the stick broken”
Gosay: english translation is bad
Gosay: but then the telugu saying when told will sound good, i belive is this breached then complication is invited
Gosay: law of any complication: remember that there is a price,
Gosay: price of lazyness, price of time, price of every act, but when i spend time in nothing, its fine, i love doing it
Gosay: but some leacher wants to steal time from me, like you will see many parasites
Gosay: around in your life, they just suck your time, and at the end you feel drained.
Gosay: im scared of time, when see a digital clock, im scared, why the fuck this doesnt rest
zzq: again…..its measured life….that keeps going on n on n on n on…..i bet that makes more sense now
zzq: exactly whats wrong 🙂
Gosay: and i also belive in one quote, ” the only life that im capable of remembering, let this precious irreversable time be dedicated to ___Name/place/animal/thing______.
Gosay: yes, the crazy thing is , the memory gets formated, fucking, i can not rollback the wisdom i carry into the next life.
Gosay: im sure about this, as being astrologer, i have a hunch, after death, things (Karma) gets settles in a diff way
zzq: im not the one into much superstition but i think in some sense we do..
Gosay: karma is like the raw moeny, sorry….exactly…….
Gosay: oh ok, i understood in a differnt way, the above line:)
Gosay: aur bato,
Gosay: imean, i cut the topic, and
Gosay: thought, will start with a new one
zzq: ah ok 🙂
zzq: do you feel that mind and brain are two different things?
zzq: Oh and also wanted to ask you, do you understand hindi?
Gosay: its like the battery and charge i guess. yes i do understand hindi
zzq: i take is more as Hardware and Software,……i can understand some of it, but cant speak
Gosay: yes pretty much same here too,
Gosay: now i have been wondering, how it all works, mind vs 5 sensce
Gosay: i resently heard an intresting sentence that animals have 4 senses, plants only 1 sense or somehtin like that
Gosay: it made me think,
Gosay: i mean, i didnt validadate or introspected it, he was talking and i was listenting
zzq: i see
Gosay: but i wonder what drives the mind,
Gosay: it starts from survival, and upgrades to adaptation,
Gosay: and then its all blunders blunders and blunders
Gosay: therefer my freinds, our mothers our first enimies
Gosay: but its the smartness of mind, that is the curse for us,
Gosay: it process so much info, that, we start thinking of salvation too 😀
Gosay: poor thing,
zzq: i like that you picked the word smart
zzq: true very true
Gosay: but i also wonder, where does the wisdom store?
Gosay: is it phyisical brain? then where does the karma store?
Gosay: wat is soul consciousness? where on earth does this store?
zzq: well actually in a technically, its at the back of your brain
Gosay: so does that mean that, soul is mind, that drives the brain?
zzq: nono i was only talking about wisdom
Gosay: is it
Gosay: but then, how does it carry forward to next lives, in the name of vasana and samskara
zzq: wisdom comes from trial and error methoods of experience, and once you figure out that particular formula that works its stored at the back of your head.
zzq: Ok by me……..we Do Not Exist in on world as we are…………
zzq: i dont know if that makes much sense to you but thats what i feel sometimes
zzq: there is a world of physical existance, body ,brain, your morning cup of coffee, picking out a coin for that begger on the street
Gosay: yes very true, i aslo think, i open the eyes, i see this world, the shit, i close my eyes, nothing is there, i better dodge those bullets first to rest inpeace, nothing will exists
zzq: then theres another world, that consists of Mind (not brain) Fluctuations in a formula that calculates predictions based of facts from the prior world
Gosay: so you mean other world exists
zzq: I think thousands exist, and when i say world i DO NOT MEAN a place with other creatures or other things completely new NO, i mearly call it world as a classification of all things in common
zzq: that relates, reflects and reacts to eachother
zzq: Like the physical world influences a greater level of world…..REALM that would be the appropriate word
zzq: to form a chain reaction back to out physcal world……………………………….what do you think?
Gosay: it makes sence, like you have mentioned “structured chaos” this could be “structured illusion” 🙂 , these days, im doubt this theory too, but i have a picture when you explained to me
Gosay: like the broad speactrum of sound, there is audible, ultrasonic, super sonic, or wat ever others are
Gosay: this could go on and on and on,
Gosay: each has its characterisitcs,properties(rules) which you said elegantly as reflect, react resposne (wow i love it this way)
zzq: Finally someone who GET IT….CONGRATULATIONS lol
zzq: so let me put into effect how karma works out here….
zzq: something you do in the physical world, affetcs the higher realm….which is self programed to BLANCE itself, that is the universal key,Balance, between all,Hot or cold, Anger or Love, Dark or Light everything is in constant motion to balance itself…..even to the very atom
zzq: so when you do something BAD…….it has to be reflected and something must happen to cansel it,
Gosay: perfecto, karma is Energy, whe are all either, particels/souls/wat ever, moviing/stationary, we have diff types of energies, each energy has its opposite (cold and hot)
Gosay: and then this give the position to the state,
Gosay: when we gain more energy in this process, we tend to levitate to the heigher levels
zzq: …..good good…go on
Gosay: or that of its equl states of manifestations
zzq: ……………aaand you got it
Gosay: and the universe or god, is not the linear,
Gosay: but then, whe can go any direction,
zzq: But heres the dirty lil trick………its not humanly possible
Gosay: yes, human body is a like a
Gosay: dew on the leaf, or the ice layer formed on the river, due to it chill
Gosay: but then the real is water, like our soul
Gosay: so your humanly i assume that its a state of or propertiy of manifestation
Gosay: thats why the real us is not body and its the soul
Gosay: scriptures symbolically say that
Gosay: this is wat we realises as to quit the human band
zzq: mind…..i dont know if theres a soul, i know theres a mind
Gosay: of energy
Gosay: i dont know if mind also exists, but there is a thought lcuod
Gosay: like the nuclea clouds
zzq: Instead of everyone asking, WHO am i, id like someone to ask WHAT am i?
Gosay: vice versa hold true,
Gosay: i can be who or what, if iam the brahman, or the creator of me, you and the world
Gosay: then its who,
zzq: funnny to think of it now
Gosay: but if im not sure of that, then this is what
Gosay: but then, i might say all this, but still doubt, does this relaly could exists
Gosay: as mentioned structred illusion,
Gosay: may be im giving something very convinsing answer?
zzq: you are
Gosay: therefore i settle down, fuck me, fuck humans, fuck god, fuck all
zzq: you know what the problem with philosophy is?
Gosay: HART = Anti human rebeilion team
Gosay: preblem of philosphy….go on
zzq: im quoting now….i cant recall so lemme see if i can find it
Gosay: no worries
zzq: Is there any knowledge in the world which is so certain that no reasonable man could doubt it?.
zzq: theres ALWAYS another point of view 🙂
Gosay: yes perfect, let me share this vision aboiut point of view
Gosay: i hope not its not late , yo are awake?
zzq: na its ok
zzq: go on
Gosay: see to see that mobile phone, we have a 360 view
Gosay: this is a 4D rendering, then we recognise as a mobile phone
Gosay: you and me, by sharing or gain or gathering or ..info
zzq: WOOOOWW hey HOLD ON
Gosay: we are creating the
zzq: I DO NOT UNDER STAND DIMENSIONS
zzq: on any level lol…please explain, if you have the time
Gosay: 2d – height and width info on the image
Gosay: 3D – depth adds,
Gosay: 4D – is a 360 view
zzq: aah ok
Gosay: so when we identify it is a mobile
Gosay: we see in a 360 views, ( just an example analogy only)
Gosay: so we to creat GOD or “ulimate Truth” or wat ever, we are patching or should say
Gosay: we are genrating this 4D View
Gosay: each view is so vast, intelectual mind gives upo
Gosay: this is how they symbolically, mean i think
Gosay: that one has to transend intellectual to emotional
Gosay: to reach salvation.
Gosay: or our levels of consciousness, should be one with the mobile, rather identify as an objective
Gosay: it doesnt make sence for us, when we are capable of becomeing one with the god, or nature, we dont have to create or render him at all
Gosay: so the saints are telling the clever way,
Gosay: is that become one with him, and rest will fall in place.
Gosay: makes sense?
zzq: sort of
zzq: but what really is God?
Gosay: yes, now here is the bug
zzq: what do we become one with?
Gosay: yes, now here is where i have to fix it
Gosay: i dont know, as i told you structed illusion 😀
Gosay: i dont what is this god
Gosay: and i dont know wht is this theory i wrote
Gosay: they all doesnt make sense again
Gosay: fuk ma, why the helll we are here
zzq: you were exaplaining how we view god
zzq: how we try to make sense of it all
Gosay: no no , i mean, out of disgust, like, why we had to struggle so hard to fgure out wat is real,
Gosay: wat is truth, our struggle to share views. ….
Gosay: inthat context, 🙂
zzq: human nature to make sense
zzq: like i say
zzq: “Humans tend to make sense of what they dont understand, Wether it be fact of fiction”
zzq: its just basic human nature,like anger,love,jelousy,………..curiocity
zzq: we need answers
zzq: if we cant get them. we turn to the next best thing that makes sense
zzq: be it Bible,Maha bharatham,Quran,another person
Gosay: yes true
Gosay: but, wat a pityfull life is this…..
Gosay: but neither i have guts to kill my self too
Gosay: half baked 🙂
zzq: Hahaha what can we do man?……………and they say suiside is a couwards way out
zzq: Ya you read that didnt you? my blog about suiside?
Gosay: no no, not all, i deny it partially,
Gosay: im due to write this artilcle, will be intrestin i suppose
Gosay: firstly, its not possible by everyone,
Gosay: very few an do it, among them, there are insane and sane,
zzq: why not?
Gosay: but i needs lots of guts to do it,
Gosay: i think, but then, i have one simple quote to start with
Gosay: where, we practise sex to live, we practice meditate to die.
Gosay: spirtual sucidal is mediation
Gosay: or bhakthi,
Gosay: that wat happened, niravana to swami vivekananda
Gosay: from his crown charka left the light, these are spirutula suciceds
Gosay: there is another genric, tantrics, the
Gosay: are gorilla mind benders,
Gosay: they play with the curses ( a
Gosay: bundle of thoughs, to fullfill a thing)
Gosay: and the parayers, they try to attain absolute command on these thought clouds
Gosay: therefore they can practice, bali, (sacrifice)
Gosay: yet get away
Gosay: this is because, one reason, that
Gosay: they can manipulate the mind,(the brahman) the creator,
Gosay: they can chage thecourse of journey at any time, to anywhere
zzq: or couldnt we say they can manipulate themselves, the Body?
zzq: i dont understand what you meant by journey
Gosay: ok, i do you remember the newtons 2nd law,
Gosay: a body remains o be in its state of motion/stationary
zzq: anything that is in motion will continue to be in motion untill an exteranl force is applied
Gosay: until unless disturbed by an extenal force
Gosay: so this is the context of the journey,
Gosay: it could traveling from anywhere, or just stationary
Gosay: they dont have aim to travel
Gosay: they just travel, but we manipulate ourselves, to rech”god”
Gosay: we dont know if he ever exists too
Gosay: but this happens inthis band, but again distraction, so if one has the power
Gosay: to manipulate the death, they are tapping to the great potetial reservoir of energy,
zzq: which resides in oursels, by theory and manuscripts…..yet we still go somewhere else
Gosay: hm….as mentioned, we are as ever stationary or we were interupted so we have in the process of effect. or we really are like in this time wirl
Gosay: or river, or current
Gosay: where we keep traveleing and we are somehow aware of it
Gosay: we dont know the words, or the figures, but we try to know what, as here the body has sense
Gosay: so we are trying to in the process of journey, understanding is happenng as a byprodcut
Gosay: so we might know it and travel, or not know and just travel , i think
zzq: so what is it is the path/time/journey thats travelleing around us as we remain stationary??……….
zzq: something has to move……?
zzq: or did i get it all wrong? :”>
Gosay: no no, i still think you are on track, 🙂 thank fully…..but then its unknown, as like
Gosay: our human eye has a visibility, for now i can say its a river,
Gosay: but then, may be im in a sea
Gosay: or simulation in my mind 😀
Gosay: (structred illusion)
zzq: hahhaha…it all comes back to that dosent it
Gosay: so we are not sure wat is happening in greater perspectives
zzq: Hence we name it God
Gosay: wat fucking goes around, doesnt forgets to come around, bitch
Gosay: you are right
zzq: this convo started from Suisides………so what about the suisides of the average man?
zzq: the ones who just had enough of life?
Gosay: yes, very well regained, again impressed mark, i love support like this,
zzq: let me ask you is it Sin in the hindu religion to commit suiside too?
Gosay: it is said to, but let me put it this way, “sin” is pain, ina broader sense
zzq: lol thanx, Well then its said that ‘GODS’ have planned out every inch of you live, then why is it a Sin when his plans fors us to come to an end come to be?
Gosay: but then, its a pain/sin, when one has no skill, or stong will, to manipulate, i dont know how to put it, if some one wats to esapce, ie, without answering,
Gosay: then the question comes back,
Gosay: again and again,
Gosay: once you know how to drive a car, you will drive anytime thereafter. its not a pain to learn again, learn has no sense at all thereafer.
Gosay: likewise, are life lessons,
Gosay: so in this journey , when once motto of death is to escape from the question
Gosay: then its going to come back in matter of time, hence this is stated a pain,
Gosay: but then, i would like to say, like how with thougt, we can extend the ejaculation
Gosay: we can also manipulate, if one know this art, then he can make it out flying colors,
Gosay: even one how has never chanted, or meditate, dieying properly can help him
Gosay: go to other worlds
Gosay: as its that strange moments, where we are transiting, at these times, i think, if dont choose the obvious(human birth) we can sneek out of this current if tried hard
Gosay: like the hero in cast away,
Gosay: finally make into the sea, with his crap boat.
zzq: ive seen that
zzq: tom hanks
Gosay: so itsall in mind,
Gosay: salvation is the greatest barrier raised by us,
Gosay: its we who reward ourselves salation
Gosay: this is wat is called as brhaman,
Gosay: if we are mad, then we are mad,
Gosay: this is the real, reality
Gosay: its 100 valid,
Gosay: if i belive im cleaver, im cleaver,
Gosay: the is real, reality
Gosay: it is 100 valid.
Gosay: if i belive im in a prision, i belive im in a body ,
Gosay: for whoe equalvalent is energy,
Gosay: the yes , i can be energy,
Gosay: for this we practice in other ways to attain this.
Gosay: we are the only culprits, lets take the respobilities
Gosay: let first give us, salvation certficates 😀
zzq: do you think it starts from the fear of being alone?
Gosay: its haunting thing.
Gosay: thats wat we fear at the time of death,
zzq: some inner thought we know of aourselvs that if we were not obund by limitations that we would not be safe that we giveinto to these ideals
Gosay: we can hear only our voice, this is frightning thing
Gosay: i think
Gosay: could be true, you neve rknow
Gosay: this could be the reason itself
zzq: Structured illusions hahahha
Gosay: =)) there you go
Gosay: well mark, freind came to my room, so
Gosay: got to take a break 🙂
zzq: oh ok
zzq: …ill be goin to bed
Gosay: ok cool
zzq: you takecare 🙂
Gosay: sleep tight
Gosay: you too
zzq: this was a good chat
Gosay: pleasure talking to you
zzq: very productive
zzq: same here
Gosay: yes yes , i feel the same
zzq: unfortunately wer the only ones who know hahahaha
Gosay: 😀 =))
zzq: alright then, byebye dude
Gosay: we are the only fool s may be
zzq: who knows
Gosay: goodnight mark
zzq: Is greay made of white or black?
zzq: who knows
Gosay: take care
zzq: do you beleive that ….its the How factor rather than What that affects a persons Karma?
zzq: As in How a person does something rather than What he/she does
gosay: yo are right partally, but how he accepts the outcome, and later, and this is bound to change , as human mind has freewill to screw himself
gosay: so now wat he assumes that he has done right, can turn to his nightmare
gosay: so untill he dies, that is next format
gosay: he is bound to hold the values/thought/intnetions/philoosphy to that act
gosay: the same way he is now
gosay: then only, the it holds good. i think, but nothing is standalone,
gosay: so it can not be just how, it should be even what,
gosay: or together,
gosay: makes any sense?
zzq: a little lol
gosay: well i should give examples rather.
zzq: i was thinking more in the sense of the word….Karma, (action) to me its also Reaction
zzq: cause and effect
gosay: yes both are the same
gosay: but then, few flawed assumption, we differentiate, but both are the same
gosay: or handin hand
zzq: i was trying to imply that futher to my Realms theory, from physical to a higher…..i think what starts the cause
zzq: is our on mind,or soul rather you could say that we interpret to have done something bad
zzq: the human conscience
zzq: I think if you do something good, just for the sake of it as in “What you do” with out any emotion as in love or charity behind it it wont start a reaction
gosay: ok, i shall add more words to you vision, this is how it works,
zzq: like wise if you do something bad, and have absolutely no idial for morality i thinnk it wont come back,…………..or maybe its just that we dont notice if it does?
gosay: karma is a like bunch of thoughts, like the chemical elements
gosay: we seek, the compatabele emelements to attain equlibrium
gosay: so we use freewill/date pepople/place/animal/thing
gosay: to find the right one, and then the reaction takes place, that is act are done,
gosay: since our act are not linear, that is, we do and a reaction is awaited, is also the samehappening to the people/place/animal/thing too
gosay: so now here is where, how we cordinate with the other, to balance the equation, matters,
gosay: now why/what is the reason to choose.
gosay: and how to perform now, is wat matters, here after,
gosay: so if they have bad feelings, or good feelings, and the transcation is terminated,
gosay: he take the traces with ourselves.
gosay: so now, since soul/mind, is a collection of thoughts, when we think of others, telepathycally
gosay: the transactions are happening,
gosay: so good memories transact harmoniously
gosay: or else, want to prove that they are right, so they will try to attack, this is called as psychich attak
zzq: ……..in one of my recent blog entrys did you read that i went through a bunch of paper i wrote when i was small, and those were the ones posted there?
gosay: but if this person has no idea about it, his ressistance will take over, but if he holds the same hatred about the other
gosay: yes, but your english so good, i could get the flow, so equal to not read 😀
zzq: aah ok lol
zzq: well i had written something like this when i was smaller
zzq: i called it mind pulses
zzq: and that every tree animal and man has it
gosay: oh cool
zzq: existing on another realm……i still have that paper with me
gosay: ok i have been wordy here above, i will tell you the climax first
gosay: see its all in mind, the compilet, the intreprator
gosay: for a mad man, the world is different he thinks we are mad, he is right,
gosay: so is viceversa
gosay: so its all in the mind, so it all the matter of defning
gosay: so is your zeel to search for truth,
zzq: hhahahhhaha……..you know what i just thought of? (ya i always say sometime mad men make more sense than we do)
gosay: ha ha lol
gosay: ya they really do, that is innosence , not ignorance
zzq: Structured Illusions hahahaha
gosay: now structre arises based on a foundation—-? foundation is contruscted based on
gosay: few philosophy or point of validations,
zzq: core points
zzq: core facts*
gosay: validations are constructed based on few definations and postualtes
gosay: validate means filters, yes or no . accept or reject
zzq: it is
zzq: in some sense
gosay: so are our defination right?
gosay: are our validation stratagy right?
gosay: are our philosophy that is arised right?
zzq: could be
gosay: is our structe right?
gosay: if you ask one question, all the structres will fall
zzq: You know something….i herd this once somewhere and its so simple but the more i thin of it it makes confusing sense
gosay: how do define every word her,
gosay: no no wait a sec
gosay: so now when you start defining eveyrhitng,
gosay: you will stop one point, Who am i, or what am i?
gosay: you are lost here, like wise anything , any emotions,
gosay: now to add more trojans to this
gosay: what is real? how do i define real?
gosay: thats it
zzq: we dont know
gosay: the OS collapses
gosay: so the structre no matter what you rise is a false
gosay: so this is a structred illuison,
gosay: no no, its simply illusion only,
gosay: structre is a part of it
zzq: aah lol
gosay: validation is a biggest catch in life
gosay: to measure we need a reference,.
gosay: to check with respect to this, this is right
gosay: w.r.t this this false, but inlife, one has no validation
zzq: but as long as we can quiestion everything there wont be a referance
gosay: fuck the saint, i dont take their words or book
gosay: but i think, just dodge the bullets man, fuk man, ful life, ful brains
zzq: hahaha no so easy to do
gosay: i has a plan for that
gosay: i wanted to write a book, “i have many like these ideias, but never will do though :)”
gosay: where there are 13 monkey
gosay: a team who call themselves monekeys
gosay: they want to kill, not man
gosay: kill the earth
gosay: so they will not target, buildings, nor cities,
gosay: the most neglect and potential places are targeted
gosay: that is the natrual vulnarable places,
gosay: as an example
gosay: like the the supere volcanas in first tier, one is US i dont knwo that place
gosay: but there are many, if they all get triggered, then the world come to an end
gosay: or at least sever loss to the human race
gosay: so these 13 monkeys, have the same vision to disrupt them
gosay: they are not angry on humans,
gosay: they are not angry about earth,
gosay: they belive they love so much, they want to give freedom to all
gosay: from the human body, from the cylce of survival
gosay: an oppertunity to start from first
gosay: if they managed to live.
gosay: so they do it, i will bring the emotions, of all these people, in 13 chapters , 13 way to convince
gosay: or justify there act is right
gosay: sounds scary 🙂
zzq: lol….then why dont you write it?
gosay: 😀 i need to do lot of research for to understand in different aspects
gosay: right now, i financiallyb broke, the day im
gosay: haveing funds im gona do thnk i love doing , one such is this
gosay: i will right, but i shared it you, because, if you want towrite this story, you can,
zzq: whats there to be funded man? any piece of information you can have at your fingertips, and to write is also easy on a computer.
gosay: yes, but i need to see them, i need the feel of these places,
zzq: ooh no…..lol….ive had ideas myself, i dont write because if i do ill just ruin my own story
gosay: i need to know, the security from gov to places like these
gosay: 😀 lol , ruin my own story? which way ?
gosay: you mean your autobiography?
zzq: i told you na? i never feel satisfied with what i write
zzq: i wanted to write an autography named, “Finding Hemo”….but there are parts of me i wish not ot disclose
gosay: :))hemo good word
gosay: wat doesnt it mean
zzq: well ive told you im a Hemophiliac havent i?
gosay: i need to google for this word now
zzq: ooh……….lol well i am
zzq: well, it simply means i have a by birth disorder that keeps my body from healing itself
gosay: is it,
gosay: i think you did told me, it faded.
zzq: so a cut or bruise that may take you one hour to heal may take me a whole day or 2
zzq: aah 🙂 its ok
gosay: so any fix for that
gosay: in medicine?
zzq: well i could take an injection, but it only lasts for 8 hours and its very expensive
zzq: it made from pure blood, so in a way im a vampire lol
gosay: oh, lol
gosay: which blood group are you?