I am the FUCKING God

I… hate this place, this zoo, this prison, this reality, whatever you want to call it. I can’t stand it any longer. For me to talk about me(I) is making me insane.

Imagine Driving a Car, it has a gear, stearing, breaks, cleatch, accelerator, and driving and the most importantly YOU. Feel your presence in the Car, Feel the journey, your intent to travel using this Car. 

Ask your self, who is driving you? some holy fucking ghost. Which these people call it as Soul, whom i cant feel, i cant understand, im just like the car and there to follow the drivers intent. 

To live a normal life feels like taking so much of efforts, i have lived so far, i realised that its the same as to die.

i want to write, bu im hungry….. im going.

reporting back on 21 March in ref: to Swethas comment below.

Car: Definition :> An automobile or motor car is a wheeled motor vehicle for transporting passengers, which also carries its own engine or motor. 

Human:> ? what the fucking objective of his creation? anything that that is having life for that matter? I cant understand.

Car: Energy can come from different aspect, infact the human can push it make it move, but then he wants an efficient system, so he created a Automatic Energy converstion system, using Fuels like coal, steam, petrol, solar and so on. so that he can focus on his journey and controling and managing the resources. I have been thinking that energy(petrol) is a mobile part. its equal to any other part.

Human: What drives me? First cells, they dont have a mind, but they know how to survive with out a brain inside my body. Body, as a sum of all organs need a bigger constitution/govenrment to govern all the bodies to work in a Rythm, somehow the body and mind are well bindded in Sync to fuction to fuck and make more fucking humans. but now the brain/mind gathers its resourses to survive (eat food), then it converts to energy to function. ( fucking brain/mind behaves it was told to come to earth to survive…..this thought fucking haunts me to death……this make more cleat that this entire life….that fucker imgaines is all a fucking illusion…..as the organ by organ behaves in a way to survive to its boilogical conditions……..now the problem comes when there are many fuckers on earth to live in comunion/society…they all want to live….so there has to be a system…..hence the knowledge had to evolve……now why the fuck is that all fuckers here are thinking the same way? is this our vulnarabilty or madness?……. we call this fucking NORMAL…… ) .

Having above, Many people often relate to the Fuel that drives a car is a Soul of the human, and the Car is the Human body. well its upto them…i have no comments, but i struck at a point, on understanding the behviour of death and its opposite. what happens in the body at death, and before. to make it simple im trying to understand why on earth is this fucking ghost/soul in this body. how and why it adapted a system of unique human face and mind. Why is there a great syncronosity among the grander chaos. if its all illusion, what is it all about the universe, galaxies, and so on? say if the living beings like alieans did existed, they to me are also mere accidents or a part of creation. 

Elaborate: I made a Car, Car is manifetation of my(human the fuckers) innteligence. the new age era where i stand the humans ultimate acheivements of his evolovtion of mind/brain, is that he can clone, he can travel out of space, and you fucker know all this. 

So either the humans existance should be a creation, or just an accident. 

if it were a creation by someone: a window how big would be the fucking fucker GOD. 

“in our body we have cells, you me never will know the name of each cell, we dont know what is it praying to our God that is our Brain/Mind, we dont know about its family, but when challenged, we know that it is a fucking our cell, every day million of cells are born and dead, they are all ours only and dont come from your body to mine. God is something a cell will always searching if it did think to, as Brain/Mind is something i think even the organs, cell dont know how to locate, or find what is the front, or ear to listen or what ever it is, Its like cloud of energy on the mass….. like the formless, shapeless, limitless, energy, everywhere, the brain is felt all over the body, when touched, when fucking too, he is that cunt, he is on that prink, brian/mind is you, and all over. ”  

Having said that im now confused, fuckd up. fuck all. fuck me, fuck the torture im creating to my cell world, to my internal organs, everyday they want to survive, i kill it with junk food, alchohol, pollution, stress, masterbating, fucking and what not……lol

Dam this all!

3 comments
  1. Swetha said:

    Alright!!!

    Then how you define the energy that drives u?? :O

  2. Gosay said:

    thank you, I feel happy that you read it, and commented on it.

  3. Swetha said:

    heheh you are on ma reader so yaa I get to read all ur posts😛

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